.::sometimes::.

sometimes...just really sometimes...you wonder what this other person is doing..

if they are thinking about you?

if they worry about you?

you keep wondering what they are doing at this exact moment.

if they are watching a movie or are out with friends.

if they are eating or falling sick.

if they are looking at the same sky and searching for the same falling star to make the very same wish as you do..

if they see a couple walking in the park and remember bout you and times you were walking together,holding hands and laughing just like this couple does.

sometimes you wonder if they are missing you like you miss them.

if they want to talk to you.

if they want to hold you.

if they just want to look into your eyes and find the answer to all the questions they may have in mind.

if they have any..

but then sometimes...just really sometimes...

they do not call you

do not mail you

and do not reply to your text messages

and the only things left for you is this wondering:

don't they miss you at all?

what might keep them so busy that they cannot find a minute..

just one minute to make you feel remembered,cared for,loved?

someone once said that

in each relationship one person always love more

maybe it is true.

there is always someone who loves a bit more.

a bit more passionate.

a bit more strong.

a bit more emotional.

a bit more....

sometimes...maybe not only sometimes..

you are the one who loves more

and then you want to see if they will miss you if you disappear

for a moment

an hour

a day

a week..

you might want to make them wondering.

BUT

what if it does not make any difference for them??

sometimes...just really sometimes...

it is better to stop wondering....