Thursday, January 28, 2010

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

.::being a human::.

Your study place is the best environment for you to learn everything..you were exposed to all sorts of experiences that prepare you to become a very good 'person' in future... all skills and knowledge that you gained will never gone to waste even though you once think it benefits you zero at a time...

But, be sure that you know what you are doing and why you are doing the thing..

Then, you are learning a good 'goods' for yourself..

I know,i kinda person who doesn't really involved in any academic activities.. not because i don't like to but i don't have that strong believe in myself that i can carry out the task if im the one who is leading the rest of my colleague.. Until 1 day, there is one kind person came to me and said:
"There's no need to be afraid of your own mistakes.. Do the mistakes and learn from it!!"

Now is the time for me to be in the real world. This is my final semester and i have to prepare in order to give the best for my own sake..


My friend, i'm only a human.. His creature named insan... Please remind me if i do forget my duty or too far from the line...Don't be afraid to let me know...Just be bold occay!!!

Thank you guys~~

Friday, January 8, 2010

.::life is short::.


LIFE is
too short to wake up with regrets...

So,
love the people who treat u right..
forget the one who's dont..
Believe,
everything happens for a REASONS....

Thursday, January 7, 2010

.::how come??::.

its been 2 days accordingly i'm having amnesia-like symptom... it's not showing that i'm proud to be of, instead it was really depressing..


The incidents really bothering me:

1) After class dismissed, we went back home.. once i'm standing in front of my door room, i couldn't find my key... i took a very long time before i found it... you know where did i found it???its in my bag.. the bag that i holding tightly all this while... the key is not in the usual pocket i put the other day,it's just in the other next pocket..but why it cost me time to find it~~

2) Last night, i'm having my dinner outside.. i've planned to donate all my old-stuff into a charity box in front of Laman Midah Apartment (somewhere around my college) before we proceed to the restaurant.. like usual,i'm packing the stuff near to the time, so i'm really in a hurry. at the time he arrived,i will never forget my 3 important things to bring along, that are: wallet as well as my pass card, room key and my phone. after giving in all the stuff into the box, finally we get to our dinner place.. but, 'something' has ruined the night.. he asked me to wait and during i was left alone, i keep on thinking,where are the possible places my hand phone might be.. the question is,where is the phone??didn't i put it in my pocket just now???

i don't know!!! at the time we were having our meals, i realized that my hand phone is not in the pocket.. it's terrific to let my parents know if i'm losing it... we stop eating, trying so hard to think.. but i can't.. he can't find it too even after left me for 30minutes to look for it.. he send me home after having quite gloomy night walking (only for me,as he tried so hard to make me calm and smile)...and the frustrated scene is: i found the 'thing', in my room, on the table..


Yes, i did put it inside my pocket. but, by the time i'm stepping out the room, someone called me and i forget to put it back in my pocket, subconsciously i leave it on my study desk.. it is really tiring worrying of something not worth it to worry. haishh!!

3) The next incident is, now.. i woke up early, as i want to have breakfast early in the morning. once i getting ready, you know what is happening again? i can't even remember where did i put my wallet!!!

What a damn day i had?? i'm writing this with my scarf on my silly head. i'm hungry!! i still had some other money in some other place. but i had no other pass card!!! how can i passing through the grill without the card... it's so depressing... really...

I called him.. but he didn't hear the call..I need someone to brag off.. i want to cry out loud... oh God, why am i so stupid?? why am i so careless?? what is happening with my memory?? it's really tiring!!

.::new year,new hope::.

it's about 11.30p.m. by the time im writing this.. the world has allowed himself to turn into another year, so that i'm ready to open a new piece of paper to begin my 2010's life by writing down my upcoming events through this site..

yes, last year and the year before taught me a lot of new things in life.. and it happened without giving me a notice so that i can prepare myself, neither weighing my acceptance level of the particular event. yet, i believe that Allah is just fair to each His creation.

if there is a fall, there must be a success at a time..
if there is hate, the love will come later..
if you feel alone, God is always there for you..
yet, He is listening to your hope and will grant it 1 day PLUS extra happiness in the end...

that's what I feel now..
if you guys were facing all sorts of problems out there, try to work for the cause..
treat the cause and accept the secondary side effects as it never lasts..
once it heals, take a very good care of it..
1st mistake, you can learn from it..
but if you did the second one, that was called stupid act...

if you have it, hold it tight, keep it nice, act wisely...
say: thank God!!!you know the best for me~~

if you lose it, pray for getting the best from it..
say: thank God!! you know the best for me~~

Monday, January 4, 2010

.::my side::.

mungkinkah ada sesiapa yang sudi berada di sisi saya ketika:

...saya terjaga dari tidur?
...saya ditimpa berita buruk?
...dilimpahi kegembiraan?
...dihujani kesangsian dan menginginkan pendamai?
...saya memerlukan tempat berpaut?
...saya mendambakan kasih selaut?

mungkin kah ada insan yang bersimpati??