.::how come??::.

its been 2 days accordingly i'm having amnesia-like symptom... it's not showing that i'm proud to be of, instead it was really depressing..

The incidents really bothering me:

1) After class dismissed, we went back home.. once i'm standing in front of my door room, i couldn't find my key... i took a very long time before i found it... you know where did i found it???its in my bag.. the bag that i holding tightly all this while... the key is not in the usual pocket i put the other day,it's just in the other next pocket..but why it cost me time to find it~~

2) Last night, i'm having my dinner outside.. i've planned to donate all my old-stuff into a charity box in front of Laman Midah Apartment (somewhere around my college) before we proceed to the restaurant.. like usual,i'm packing the stuff near to the time, so i'm really in a hurry. at the time he arrived,i will never forget my 3 important things to bring along, that are: wallet as well as my pass card, room key and my phone. after giving in all the stuff into the box, finally we get to our dinner place.. but, 'something' has ruined the night.. he asked me to wait and during i was left alone, i keep on thinking,where are the possible places my hand phone might be.. the question is,where is the phone??didn't i put it in my pocket just now???

i don't know!!! at the time we were having our meals, i realized that my hand phone is not in the pocket.. it's terrific to let my parents know if i'm losing it... we stop eating, trying so hard to think.. but i can't.. he can't find it too even after left me for 30minutes to look for it.. he send me home after having quite gloomy night walking (only for me,as he tried so hard to make me calm and smile)...and the frustrated scene is: i found the 'thing', in my room, on the table..

Yes, i did put it inside my pocket. but, by the time i'm stepping out the room, someone called me and i forget to put it back in my pocket, subconsciously i leave it on my study desk.. it is really tiring worrying of something not worth it to worry. haishh!!

3) The next incident is, now.. i woke up early, as i want to have breakfast early in the morning. once i getting ready, you know what is happening again? i can't even remember where did i put my wallet!!!

What a damn day i had?? i'm writing this with my scarf on my silly head. i'm hungry!! i still had some other money in some other place. but i had no other pass card!!! how can i passing through the grill without the card... it's so depressing... really...

I called him.. but he didn't hear the call..I need someone to brag off.. i want to cry out loud... oh God, why am i so stupid?? why am i so careless?? what is happening with my memory?? it's really tiring!!