.::get well soon::.

dah 4 hari demam baru nak pegi klinik??

kan da kena marah dgn doc..

eleh,tp bg MC sehari je p0n..

next time tggu 4bulan k..

smbil menyeringai..

nasib baik die nampak baik...

so redha je la...

mcm biasa..

PCM, Maxolon ngan Dulcolax..ooops!!

ada masalah pembuangan juge..

so alang2 tu mintak je lah..

bukan bayar pn..

smlm da cuti..

arini dpt lah bekerja dgn sempurna...

lgpn mlm tadi

injected with high-dosage unbearable spirit..wink2

oohhh

da sehat

walaupun still ada mslh olfactory and taste..

its occay

start to think tentang research!!

research74x~~~

\("(^_^)")/

.::janganlah::.

for 6 days,i never asked

but i know you are somewhere in the world

for 6 days,i never asked

but i know you are healthy

for 6 days,i never asked to come

because you did promise me to come by Sunday

~~on Sunday~~

i do not even ask you anything yet

but

you said you at home

you feeling bad with all those flu and cold

you said you cannot make it...

tQ

for made my day..

do not worry..i did understand you very much!!

.::sendiri::.

Saujana-Sendiri

terasa tersisih sendiri di pinggir sana

kau tiada lagi disampingku berbicara menyalakan api

tika kau disampingku tutur mu ku anggap bisu

tingkahmu untukku sumbang bagi diriku

harapanmu padaku tidak kuendahkan

nasihatmu madu penyembuh luka

pabila bersamamu hilang dukaku

lewat kusedari nilai cintamu

pabila kau tiada lagi disisiku

belaianmu kini masih terasa

restu darimu membawa ku ke syurga

lewat ku sedari nilai cintamu

pabila kau tiada lagi disisiku

andai dapat ku kembali mengubah yang terjadi

pasti xkan ku ulangi walau hanya sekali

namun hanya doa yang bisa ku kirimkan

ku kan cuba tempuh hidup sendiri

kerna kita kan akhirnya sendiri...

p/s: missing my umie, abah, mak and ahmad syatila....=(((

.::love heals the wound::.

what LOVE is actually all about??

it is not about taking something from, but giving something to..

it is not making something into, but letting something to be..

it is not about MY wish, but always be OUR wish

nape tajuk xsama dengan entry pun??=)

i were raised as the only kid in a family...

never share things,never give things and always be "i want it!!"

love

always made me out of sound mind

i want it to be that way

i push it to be that way

for me, people's expectation is the most gratitude

always neglect the other party's feeling & thinking

and you never realize it unless when you were punished

if you were happy

be at moderate

if you were gloom

be at moderate too

jangan sesekali menyesal

it is fated

go on with your life

there must be something better for you in future for sure!!

mistakes is always when it is the first

on the second, it is called STUPID...

abg,i learnt from it..you know the whole story but you never be in my foot-steps...tapi org xpernah salahkan sesiapa..i know,we are healing...

we are here for each other,i knew it..be strong,jaga kesihatan..

we could be separated thousand miles away but the soul is just next to each...

forget the past..let love heals the wound..live the life to the fullest~~

.::a message::.

"kalau malam ni nak org teman g makan,bgtau lah..

org datang ambik sol.."

(^o^)"))

xbalas..

"kalau pnat sgt,xpe..weekend nnt jelah org bwk

sol jenjalan..rest=)"

(^o^)"))

sorry~~

"org xsuka sol tension2,senyum tu kan sedekah..

mlm nt on skype ye..tc..=)"

p/s: saya harap "die"(tukang message) xbaca blog saya...sbb sy xnak gangguan dr mane2 pihak buat masa sekarang..sy tau,ramai yg baik..very concern about me..thanks a lot dear...

but

im not ready yet...

.::mid night feeling::.

i miss u

sorry for being too much "dependent & immature"

i've tried to focus on my work

but i couldn't

help me out!!

i miss u..

is that i'm not forgiven forever??

.::nothing is wrong::.

Kebelakangan ni, my entry seems to be in the mood of kesedihan and frustration maybe. what has happened to me?? nobody knows except me myself and the Only God. yesterday, I've read one article about types of burden from Islamic aspect. The writer divided it into 4 from the lightest to the toughest started from:

1. wealth

2. relatives & neighbors

3. a son

4. soul-partner

kalau lah beban tu boleh digambarkan??

Penulis tu explained very nicely the reason kenapa susunan penderitaan manusia ni macam ni.. semakin tinggi tahap burden (no. 4 tu paling berat) yang kita tanggung, semakin banyak masalah yang kita kena hadapi dan ia turut mengganggu-gugat perkara2 yang lain. contohnya, kalau kita ada mslh jiran yg suka mengumpat or jaga tepi kain orang, kita akan jadi tension and lama2 tahap kerja kita boleh jadi merosot. dah ganggu punca rezeki keluarga kan...

macam tu jugak lah, kalau pasangan hidup kita curang atau buat hal, hati mula terganggu. akal xdapat berfungsi dengan rasional. so, mula timbul konflik dalam keluarga, jiran asyik dok mengata. sanak sedara xnak mengaku keturunan sbb kes cerai berai ni xpernah berlaku dalam family kononnya. pastu ,mula lah xdatang kerja. ambik EL....

Sbnrnye kat cni, reason saya nak kongsi benda ni sbb kebelakangan ni saya selalu rasa tertekan... kalau kita tak buka minda kita, tertumpu pada masalah kita sorg je, sampai bila2 pn xkan puas hati. padahal ramai lagi yang ada masalah yg lebih berat and they all tau source mana yang perlu dituju dan apa yg terbaik perlu dilakukan so that tak lah hidup dalam keadaan miserable sepanjang hayat kan...

Ok lah. kepada diri sendiri and semua yg baca entry ni, cuba letakkan semula semua hal pada tempatnya & not forgetting, it must be prioritize. so kita nampak apa yang penting dan patut didahulukan.

jaga diri and smile always.

sometimes, kita kena buat sesuatu untuk menggembirakan diri... and saya tengah mencuba!!!