.::la tahzan::.

Kenapa aku selalu di uji??

Kenapa aku tak dapat apa yang aku idam2 kan??

Kenapa ujian yang aku dapat ni berat sangat??

Kenapa aku rasa frust sgt ni??

Bagaimana harus aku hadapi masalah ni??

Apa yang aku dapat daripada semua ni??

Aku dah xtahan!!

Kepada siapa aku harus berharap??

and sometimes, we even asked more questions that may be hard to answer by any..

but remember that Allah have known His creature than any other does...

He answered it in Al-Quran for an ages before we were born yet and only those who were given His blessed knew it..

and surely able to meet the peaceful He gave..

sejak kebelakangan ni,saya selalu bersendirian sampai saya sendiri pun xtau kenapa saya jadi begitu stress..

pic source from google image

friend..

everybody has their very own friends...even they might have a million of friends...

but only those who are lucky will make a true friendship..

1 of my buddy said:

tak akan ada sorang pun manusia dalam dunia ni yang jalan hidupnya xberliku..

bila kita dilanda masalah, jangan sesekali menyalahkan kejadian yang dah berlaku tu..

cuba muhasabah,cari di mana silapnya...

menyesal pada kesalahan yang telah dilakukan,tapi ingat!!

janagn menyesal yang kejadian tu pernah berlaku dalam hidup kita..

hargai nya..

dan yang penting,

jangan sesekali ada "KALAU" dalam hidup ni...

SABAR..

is the most repeated word she told me just now..

when you are trying hard to be patience,it doesn't mean you do not have to take any action..

make a plan and move on exactly like what you've planned...

never deny anyone...

they might be your most helpful person later in life...

thanks all~~~

and tonight i'll try to put an end to all this..

too much assumptions doesn't make a good profit though for me!!!

pray for me...(^_^)")

.::cantik dan tak cantik::.

benda ni maybe korg da biasa baca..

tp nak jgk post kat cni sbb nak bg seseorg tu sedar!!

hahaha...amek ko nk sgt..aku post kat cni jgk..

sbb prangai ko mcm ni~~

Kalau perempuan cantik pendiam

lelaki akan kata: wow!ciri2 isteri idaman...

Kalau perempuan tak cantik pendiam

Lelaki akan kata: tak reti berkomunikasi agaknyer...

Kalau perempuan cantik berbuat jahat

Lelaki akan kata: mst ada krisis nih...kesiannyer...

Kalau perempuan tak cantik berbuat jahat

Lelaki akan kata: dah la tak lawa,perangai plak mcm sial!!

Kalau perempuan cantik menolong lelaki yg kesusahan

Lelaki akan kata: wow!heroin sejati...

Kalau perempuan tak cantik menolong lelaki yg kesusahan

Lelaki akan kata: hmm...taktik nak ngorat la tu...

Kalau perempuan cantik dpt lelaki handsome

Lelaki akan kata: ok la...bagai pinang d belah dua...

Kalau perempuan tak cantik dpt lelaki handsome

Lelaki akan kata: kesian...mst dah kena bomoh lelaki tu...

Kalau perempuan cantik d tinggal kekasih

Lelaki akan kata: buta kayu btol mamat tu!!

Kalau perempuan tak cantik d tinggal kekasih

Lelaki akan kata: patut pon kena reject...

Kalau perempuan cantik bawa BMW

Lelaki akan kata: ntah dato' mana bela ni...

Kalau perempuan tak cantik bawa BMW

Lelaki akan kata: mesti anak org kaya ni

Kalau perempuan cantik menuang air ke gelas lelaki

Lelaki akan kata: wah...caringnyer...

Kalau perempuan tak cantik menuang air ke gelas lelaki

Lelaki akan kata: eleh,gedik la tu...

Kalau perempuan cantik bersedih hati

Lelaki akan kata: don't worry,i will make u happy forever...

Kalau perempuan tak cantik bersedih hati

Lelaki akan kata: ckit2 nangis!!gembeng tol..ngade2 la...

Kalau perempuan cantik pandai masak

Lelaki akan kata: dah la lawa,pandai masak plak tu...

Kalau perempuan tak cantik pandai masak

Lelaki akan kata: ntah sedap ke tak tu...

Kalau perempuan cantik main2 miskol

Lelaki akan kata: syoknye!!rindu la tu...

Kalau perempuan tak cantik main2 miskol

Lelaki akan kata: ko ni takde keje lain ke??!sibuk ni tau tak!!

Kalau perempuan cantik hantar email hari2

Lelaki akan kata: sukenyer...!!

Kalau perempuan tak cantik hantar2 email

Lelaki akan kata: asyik2 email dia...boring!

bukan nk kutuk kaum adam,sama jgk ngan pompuan pn sbenarnye..

so,be fair and honest..

jgn mainkan perasaan org..

oklah..da nak tdo dulu..

to all my friends yg nak exam,wish u all the best..

may your efforts get paid...

with Allah's will,u'll pass..

ameen..

.::when we can see others::.

hard to tell that ourselves kinda selfish one..always him as the most special person until he walks away then I can see the kindness of others around me..they never leave me alone even when im in happy or down...

then I realized, I've neglect them for so long...im sorry~~

now I can see clearly who are always standing right with me...thanks~~

its been a while from the last post that i wrote about my life..exception for those lyrics..its not that i've nothing to be posted but no words may best describes the whole thing i've went through all this while..the best part of these despair moment of my life is, I still have those people who are always being by my side when im in need..especially to my Anie and my two little girl,supporting me in bright and darkness!!

i need no such long advice nor a shoulder to cry on..because all of us have our own business to manage as well...only a few minutes we've spent a day would be enough for me...

to my beloved Umie, even though i din mention any to you,you looks like being so much aware of my pain...thanks to ym video call..looking at your lovely face fade my burdens away...

not to mention,it is,yes,all students regardless of what field you are in,students are always have a reason to make themselves forget on those petty things..its weird for me when I find myself free with lots of time to rest,I hate it..it is not what I'm used to be before...where I always find it tough to go through lately..i hate leisure time,utmost!!but running away is not the best way to free myself from a mess!!

hope this coming weekend,my plan to follow my buddies for convoy to Sg. Gabai will not be cancelled...

to my tears,please keep yourself locked in the place..i dun need you to clean up my sclera everyday.. I do have an eye mo solution if my eyes get dry!!!

sometimes,I don't really understand why should I laugh out loud when my heart broke...

whatever it is, he did made me smile and cheers once!!

terima kasih~~

.::harga diri::.

di dirimu aku menemukan

yang mencintaiku

yang menyayangiku

di dirimu aku ketakutan

kau biarkan ku

kau tinggalkanku

bila kamu tak lagi denganku

ku tak tahu apa tuk jalani hidupku

bila memang kau pergi dariku

ku tak ada lagi di dunia ini

mengertikah kau siang malamku

pandang aku pandanglah hatiku

aku tak mampu melangkah tanpamu

bila kamu tak lagi denganku

ku tak tahu apa tuk jalani hidupku

bila memang kau pergi dariku

ku tak ada lagi di dunia ini

bukan ku tak punya harga diri

tapi dirimu begitu berarti

kaulah nafasku engkau harga diriku

mengerti aku

bila kamu tak lagi denganku

ku tak tahu apa tuk jalani hidupku

bila memang kau pergi dariku

ku tak ada lagi di dunia ini

-wali band-

.::under estimated::.

bila org layan kita baik,kita ingt dia suka kita..

biar ape pun kita buat,konon nye mesti die xkesah..

tapi hakikat nye??

xbanyak org yg jujur dalam dunia ni,termasuklah aku sendiri..

tapi ape niat org tu sbnr nye?

bila kita nk buat something,selalu dia ada utk bg advice

saye xperlukan nasihat awak tu..

sbb sy tau,awk bukan bersungguh pun nak jaga saya

apa niat awak sebenarnye??

kite selalu nak yg terbaik..

tp pernah ke kita jadi yg terbaik utk org lain??

kite selalu berdoa utk kebaikan

tapi selalu jugak kita lupekan Dia...

nape asek mengeluh ni...

tak elok sungguh perangai~~

haish!!

arini da daftar utk nursing dinner..

hope it will be the ever happiest last dinner i've attend throughout this 4 years program..

insya-Allah..

.::get well soon::.

dah 4 hari demam baru nak pegi klinik??

kan da kena marah dgn doc..

eleh,tp bg MC sehari je p0n..

next time tggu 4bulan k..

smbil menyeringai..

nasib baik die nampak baik...

so redha je la...

mcm biasa..

PCM, Maxolon ngan Dulcolax..ooops!!

ada masalah pembuangan juge..

so alang2 tu mintak je lah..

bukan bayar pn..

smlm da cuti..

arini dpt lah bekerja dgn sempurna...

lgpn mlm tadi

injected with high-dosage unbearable spirit..wink2

oohhh

da sehat

walaupun still ada mslh olfactory and taste..

its occay

start to think tentang research!!

research74x~~~

\("(^_^)")/

.::janganlah::.

for 6 days,i never asked

but i know you are somewhere in the world

for 6 days,i never asked

but i know you are healthy

for 6 days,i never asked to come

because you did promise me to come by Sunday

~~on Sunday~~

i do not even ask you anything yet

but

you said you at home

you feeling bad with all those flu and cold

you said you cannot make it...

tQ

for made my day..

do not worry..i did understand you very much!!